vc is over. i think it went well. i'm still so exhausted from it. my shoulders have been hurting but today my doctor gave me some meds for it. also she's putting me on weight loss meds to see if that helps. it's going to be expensive though so we'll see if i can even afford them. money has been so tight and i don't even know what's happening. i have got to get better at it. i make more than i ever have and it's worse than it's ever been.

dolly parton died???????????????? real bummer. was having an okay day before that despite another stupid fight with g. but we're ok now. he was not as angry as i thought. tried to take some cute selfies in honor of dolly but i hated how i looked in most of them unless i took quirky millenial selfies. i need to lose weight,

today was rough. things are ramping up for vc this weekend and i don't know if i'm ready. there's so many little fires. the group chat was supportive and so was c. because she's the best. g helped me out with money which i appreciated but felt bad about. i didn't know how i was going to have enough for gas for the next two days even though he sent me $75 HOWEVER i found $20 in an old purse. divine intervention i think. i went to a work out class and it was majorly embarassing. c and g were good about it.